I’m so tired of being thrown away. I’m so tired being treated with cruelty. I’m so tired of being told that I am loved and wanted when I am so alone.

I’m so tired. I just want it to stop. I just want to give up. Love is a lie Community is a lie The only thing that’s real is pain and isolation

  • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    7 days ago

    Just chiming in…
    Community is NOT a lie. Truly, being in a place with many like-minded, open and supportive people is really a positive transformative experience. This is just ime, but I really felt like a normal girl on a date…which was exactly what I needed at the time ❤️
    Please at least try to find the right community for yourself. Online works, but irl is always better. I didn’t believe it until I actually experienced it.
    Best of luck, girlie 🩷

    • WitchKnight@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      7 days ago

      I’m currently trying to save money to move up to my sister in Seattle, so here’s to hoping once I get up there I can find some normal people

      • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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        I have no experience with how Seattle is, unfortunately…but I really hope you do find some nice people.
        We’re rooting for you girl 💜. Best of luck!

    • DaPorkchop_ [they/she/it]@lemmy.ml
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      7 days ago

      absolutely agree, online community can be awesome but being able to interact with other trans people irl, especially in a safe environment, is 1000x better :)