I’m so tired of being thrown away. I’m so tired being treated with cruelty. I’m so tired of being told that I am loved and wanted when I am so alone.
I’m so tired. I just want it to stop. I just want to give up. Love is a lie Community is a lie The only thing that’s real is pain and isolation
Yep, the more you love a person and having this be a relatively new experience is so fucking rough. Day by day, bit by bit, you’ll heal. This isn’t to diminish the pain because it will likely be on the leader board for worst experiences and pain in your life, but it should only get better from here.