…you somehow described me perfectly with the transfem part
The LDS church is straight up is a scam. They are tax exempt, require you pay tithing, and even use their members to clean the church buildings, despite the absurd amounts of wealth they have. And all they do with that money is build temples all over the place, and hoard it.
It really does, and it especially sucks to live in Utah where everyone silently judges you for existing
I definitely can relate to how you feel, but why not keep going just to spite life? And why not try to have fun while you can? Things will inevitably get better at some point. Hope you feel better soon (•‿•)
I just realized this isn’t necessarily about sh, that was just my interpretation