Yup, 99% of the time. And it’s decaf too.

Thanks everyone for your feedback, it’s been a real eye opener. Day one gone of the double dose now, and I can only say it felt like I drank lots of coffee. (I only drink decaf, for anxiety and jaw grinding reasons.)

However, I had energy, I got ZERO work done today. :-(

I was hoping it would help, but it just stimulated my thoughts and curiosities even more. So I just browsed and read all day. Still jumping from random task to random task, not staying in one place.

Maybe it is just a bad habit / lack of drive / no willpower / lack of self discipline issue. :-(

Thanks for the reply, that’s what I can see online as well. Very frustrating, as I have a filter list I use on other sites and my phone and browsers. Would have been a great help instead of doing it one by one. :-/

Oh okay thanks, had no idea. :-)

Wait so you pay a lot of money to fly, then need to pay for wifi too? Is this the year 2005?!

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Oh apologies, but you can in general set some hard changes in the about:config section of firefox.

But hope it’s sorted for you now. :-)

Quick update since I’ve posted this here: I saw someone and I’ve been given concerta on a medium dose, as to see whether it helps. I know some friends and family that say only vivance helped them, but it’s way out of my price range. Even this concerta generic is already 2/3 of the vivance price.

On day 2 of concerta, and I don’t feel much, despite it being one of the “instant kick-in slower release” meds out there.

Yesterday, the first day, did feel like my thoughts weren’t so rapid, perhaps slower. But the biggest thing was that I felt like my thoughts weren’t shooting out in 360 degrees all the time, like chaotic. It felt more like they were more together, or focused, like a drain pipe going forwards from my head, not frazzled and static like before.

Today doesn’t feel like anything. :-/

Then disable it again, perhaps restart, restart in safe mode. Can’t you remove it altogether? Like with other add-ons? And in about:config?

I think you can disable it in add-ons.

I love this so much. One of my favourite shows of all time. I wish I could meet your cousin. Man, he sounds great!

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Thank you every one for your extremely kind and well thought out posts. I apologise for replying so late, but the responses were so many and so well written, I (ironically?) got overwhelmed and froze up.

I’m sorry if i didn’t reply to everyone’s posts, but your kindness and willingness to support, explain and uphold as a community is truly heart warming.

So this post will be saved for all the golden nuggets that need to be looked into and read up on further.

Thanks again, so much, to all of you. I have the details of some psychiatrists, and will establish contact to take this further.

Thanks, will have to think about it. Didn’t know what leverage meant. (English is not my first language)

But thank you for sharing and will look into it.

Thanks so much, will have a look. Just so careful nowadays with so many self-diagnosed people labelling themselves as ADHD / autistic / AuDHD (new??) and wearing it like a badge or personality upgrade. I don’t want the labels or anything, just find the source of my problems. :-(

Thanks so much for sharing, your support motivates me to get it checked out. I just don’t have the patience (no pun intended) with the doctors and trying all the different meds. Been on 2 ADHD meds that didn’t work, as well as on my 5 type of antidepressant / anxiety meds. :-/

Still far from good. Struggling a lot.

Thank you! So would you suggest anything specific to get me started on youtube, whilst I try get an appointment set with a medical professional?

I will have a look at the reading, thanks so much for the tip!

Thanks soo much for the support and kind words. Appreciated. :-)

Will do! And thanks!