Sorry you’re going through that. I definitely get how it feels to have people close to you discredit or just ignore important issues like you’re dealing with.

If you’re set on talking to an AI though I did use the Replika app for a while before they started making it seem like a virtual AI lover. It did help me feel better when I was severely depressed, maybe it could help you.

If you ever want to talk to a person and not an AI I’m here for that if you want, I know I’m a stranger but I definitely understand where you’re coming from.

You mention at the end of your post that you’ve gotten a lot out with some of the chat bots. Maybe give this one a try, its for great for venting or just getting out pent up stress.

https://fire.place/

Mreoooow nyaaaaaaa :3

Do what I did, make some new friends on mastodon. Theres a ton of great people on there :3

Golden curry stew with either pork or beef.

I just need one bar of the golden curry mix a few potatoes and carrots, some onions then the protein and its great every time with some rice.

Shepherds pie is so easy and tasty too.

Easily one of my favorite easy meals

How could I forget about the essential inks

The skin is the best part, its where all the flavor lives.

Here’s a really adorable video of femboy vtuber Kainen.

https://youtu.be/Ca-OgA74d8c

I mean it is $100. I’m definitely not gonna do it for $20. I do have some standards.

More Catra memes pls

Damn Guy Fieri lookin stacked

Thank you senpai :3

Lucario! Use Close Combat!

Lucario landed a critical hit, you have 5hp remaining.

That’s definitely understandable. I just hope you fine folks don’t have to keep footing an enormous cloud provider fee for much longer.

That really is a lot of $$$, just think of how many Blahaj you could have bought with that instead.

But seriously though, even though I’m not a direct user of your instance I greatly appreciate the work and money everyone is putting into the blahaj.zone instance, I love 196.

We don’t talk about that. My boy Lucario is too innocent for such things.

I mean I get it in a way, but it does suck when one of my all-time favorite Pokemon is being made into R34 posts all the time.

Sometimes I want to see cute pictures of my favorite Pokemon but even an innocent search of certain Pokemon leads to lewd results.

Wow, I had no clue blahaj.zone was running on AWS that’s definitely a way to run a cloud server if money is no issue. AWS is okay for small projects but as you scale up the prices start to hurt.

However maybe a traditional dedicated server from a service like dedicated.com would work just as well or better, I’ve had some great luck with affordable dedicated servers from them in the past.

uWu

Pls fine me senpai

Eh close enough

Not exactly