That sounds good and I was hopeful, and I got their social media and phone number, but I’ve only got one text back in three days. They seem like they already have a group of friends from the parts of a conversation I overheard while I was sitting beside them. They know I’m trans and dealing with serious shit, but they only seemed to express small sympathies like “that’s crazy. wow.” I’m guessing now on whether I fucked up the interaction or if they knew about my past through other people. I know they’re busy with their own lives, but three days of being left without replies (and I’m not being weird, istg) is kind of insulting given that they helped me add them to my contacts and friend one of them on discord.
I just cannot relate to mentally healthy neurotypicals, they have like alien brains to me, their way of speaking and acting just seems cold and unbothered, like I will never get to actually know these people even if I spent years with them. These people really did give off vibes of the type who like to discuss other people’s drama, but have too few problems to ever become involved in things like that themselves. I have a funny feeling if I ask them for support all they would offer would be advice.


I’m tired of my life.
i don’t know what to say. i’m sorry.
i’m clearly not helping you. i’m sorry about that too.
i hope things get better. i hope you give them the chance to.
It’s fine.