idk mine dysphoria not very much, is WEIRD!!, whole life i just wanna smaller pp (hope it will athropy) and its still like that

however still like idea of having clit, and now on prog: vajaja(again weird way)

dysphoria focused on balls, which i gonna cut next year, orchi would be very very very awesome

for bottom surgery, awwtisticly, i dont like idea of traveling another part of world(!!), that i need pay for this massive amount of money, i cant get good surgeoun except thai/serbian creeps, i feel uncomfortable by idea of being open, cut, blood, put in deep anesthesia shutdown, in any way, dont feel confortable getting surgery by not queer itself and which doesnt experienced this on themself, i feel dangerous what if i get damaged massive nerve and got put on strong meds forever(especially for them i need leave my asshole, either nevet get even neuropathic pain treatment, even just gabapentin, i will probably get prisoned for lgbt, trans laws/or psych ward if try get prescribtion, and worse 228 for transferring strong substances from another country), and correction is cost money too!!

if i relocate to another country, i probably wont get it covered as evil evil IMMIGRANT, and/or limited amount of surgeouns by incourage, and as person which doesnt wanna gain money for local billionaires at hard job

on prog my dysphoria episode shutdown, i actually “waow pp is cute”, and anyway on hrt its not testosterone awful aaaaaa, actually “wa if vajaja” however pp is not annoying and feels cute except balls hehe, idk i started like my genitalia

in orchi way - there a absolutly simple surgery, with local anesthesia, affordable, close to me, and woke women surgeoun which ignores trans ban laws, and young girl friendly (not truscum like others), however other surgeouns are false-friendly, and forget about trans existence after law

seems like not worth it, and money worth put in hormones(which actually controls dysphoria), orchi, cute stuff long-term, relocation for cute catgirl antidepressants heheheh mrpmrprmr memwopow :3 even internet girls destroyed mine dysphoria/brainworms, then what its in irl mrpmrpmr moemwomeowmeom :33333, lesbians uwuwuaauwuu :33