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The original was posted on /r/truscum by /u/Speckled_snowshoe on 2024-11-06 04:18:31+00:00.

im sorry im kind of terrified.

for context im 23, ive been on testosterone since i was 17. i mkved to CO 2 years ago but i changed my name & gender in tx where i lived my whole life.

my current endo is in texas (atx) and she rx’s thru telehealth. it cant be filled here so my brother who goes to UT picks it up for me & gives me it when i visit or when my mom visits him in tx.

im terrified in the next year or two theyll push to ban hrt for adults as well. ive been on hrt since highschool idk if id be able to manage without it. ive genuinely considered moving out of the country despite me just starting college in CO and literally buying a house here. ive delt my whole life with severe mental health issues and since i moved this is the longest ive gone in over 5 years without a psych ward admission and i’ve recovered from drug addiction i almost died from and moved in with a partner i see my life with and just

i was doing so much better and every time i see the election updates i slowly see all that progress and future worked my ass off for being ripped away. i cant maintain sobriety, i cant maintain a healthy relationship, i cant maintain my body & mental health recovery if i lose hrt. and in terrified ill never be anle to get top now too