Last week was horrible. I almost ended up destroying my house. This week is going quite well so far. I’m still stressed as a Poly Bridge lowest budget solution because can’t wait for my first sim racing setup (that I was dreaming about for like 6 years) to arrive but I guess everything else is finally getting better.
Also now it’s kinda cold here where I live and I love it
I have this weird thing that when I feel really bad I want to destoy as much stuff as possible so someone pays attention on me because I always hide problems and appear happy to everyone around (except mentioning some really scary stuff in conversations). What saved me this time is that I remembered my cat can damage his paws when walking on broken glass. Ik it doesn’t make sense but it is what it is. I’m too scared of talking about my problems irl. I can get a literal heart attack if I try. It’s much easier to start a conversation that way. And if I feel real bad why would I care about consequences? Though this time it felt like something a bit different idk. I don’t have a personality anyways. I’m more than unstable if it makes sense
Last week was horrible. I almost ended up destroying my house. This week is going quite well so far. I’m still stressed as a Poly Bridge lowest budget solution because can’t wait for my first sim racing setup (that I was dreaming about for like 6 years) to arrive but I guess everything else is finally getting better.
Also now it’s kinda cold here where I live and I love it
What had happened?!
I have this weird thing that when I feel really bad I want to destoy as much stuff as possible so someone pays attention on me because I always hide problems and appear happy to everyone around (except mentioning some really scary stuff in conversations). What saved me this time is that I remembered my cat can damage his paws when walking on broken glass. Ik it doesn’t make sense but it is what it is. I’m too scared of talking about my problems irl. I can get a literal heart attack if I try. It’s much easier to start a conversation that way. And if I feel real bad why would I care about consequences? Though this time it felt like something a bit different idk. I don’t have a personality anyways. I’m more than unstable if it makes sense